What is the evolution that you’ve been avoiding your entire life to keep yourself safe?
In my heart I have been dreaming of what is next for me and my family.
Who wants to REALLY step into their ancestral power?
Who wants to leave a legacy that really makes a BIG DIFFERENCE?
In my heart I have been dreaming of what is next for me and my family.
About three weeks ago, I delivered a talk to a special interest group that has lectures on science called “Metanioa: The Intersection of Modern Neuroscience & Ancient Psychological Alchemy.”
I used a deliberately provocative title, with an obscure ancient Greek word for psychological transformation.
They were expecting a lecture on why, what and how I wrote my six Amazon #1 bestsellers. What they got was edu-tainment writ-large.
The provocative title landed, and it resulted in drama that went on in the three weeks prior to it was intense.
“You can’t invite outside folks.”
“You can’t film or record it.”
“You can’t talk about ...”
“You have to change the title we don’t like it.”
“You can’t mention alchemy.”
It on-and-on and fucking-on.
At one point I had to tell some people that I’d invited not to attend, because I just didn’t want them to have to experience this drama. In some cases I pushed back, and in some cases I didn’t.
Eventually it all began to feel personal, I got annoyed and 7 days before the event I was ready to cancel.
But I held off, I could feel that there was something for me to learn in dealing with this particular circus.
Three days out from delivering the talk what I realised was exactly what all of the noise and all of the fucking drama was about.
It was about fear. The core premise of my talk was the following bit of wisdom:
“Safety is not the absence of danger, it is the presence of connection.”
What I realised was that they just didn’t feel safe, and it was nothing to do with me or what I might say - it was all fear based on their lack of connection.
I delivered the talk on the Friday night. The organiser didn’t make the talk due to a cancelled flight, and only arrived for dinner later.
It was a brilliant talk, I had the best time. The audience loved it. And the Q&A was lit.
I absolutely smashed it.
But what they weren’t expecting was my call to action.
Slide 15: Metanoia - The Intersection of Modern Neuroscience & Ancient Psychological Alchemy
The day after I was still getting a stream of questions in my WhatsApp - questioning my research, questioning my examples. The engagement was from members of the audience that were still desperately trying to avoid asking the questions that I asked them to examine within themselves:
What is the evolution that you’ve been avoiding your entire life to keep yourself safe?
What are the hidden gifts that you need to manifest that is hiding behind the shadows in your DNA?
What is the one ancient belief that you are holding onto that is keeping you “safe”, but is also holding you back from your highest purpose?
Imagine what your life of adventure could be like if you activated your true-identity and surrendered to your highest purpose?
On the Sunday in Kuala Lumpur, I got a without-notice massive hug from someone who had witnessed my talk - who I’ve known for a long time who I would never have previously thought would do that.
Awesome feedback from the audience.
But those questions were just as much for me as they were for the audience and four days later I went into hibernation mode. My body conspired, and on the same day that Chiron arrived in Taurus I damaged my left achilles tendon. It was bloody painful and I’ve not left my apartment except for treatment until yesterday.
It gave me plenty of time for contemplation of my future, and of my connection to the power of my ancestors that got me to this time and place. And of my own deepest fears.
OUR DEEPEST FEAR
By Marianne Williamson
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves,
“Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?”
Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There’s nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won’t feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine, as children do.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God
that is within us.
It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously
give other people permission to do the same.
As we’re liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.
Last night the vision began to download, and I awoke this morning with a new certainty of purpose, and the fear that I felt had gone as I connected deeply into that certainty of connection to myself, my ancestors and my highest purpose.
Over the last 6 six years I’ve used the amazing work by Richard Rudd, Gene Keys, as a structure for contemplation when faced by my own sense of danger and difficulty in staying true to my purpose.
If you have a look at my slides from my presentation you’ll see my Gene Keys profile (slide 14) - and that the sphere of my purpose is Gene Key 55. This key has a shadow of Victimisation and a gift of Freedom.
If you want to understand the deeper level of spirituality in myself that I’m connecting to then check out this recent post on YouTube from Richard and watch it all the way to the end.
The conclusion to my talk was this:
Slide 16: Metanoia - The Intersection of Modern Neuroscience & Ancient Psychological Alchemy
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The new world currency is conscious leadership. If you’re not connected to your true-identity then you’re living a lie.